anxiety

have you ever worry about somethings, that you do not feel any pressure at all but just anxiety?

Like release of examination result. you know all you can do is done and just wait for the result. If it goes bad, you only can admit it.

Like date a hot girl. you are not sure completely, but just wait. Somehow, you may think she will show up and start to imagine how the data is going on, what will be told on the data, what kind of dress she may wear. When you imagine more, yo realized that it may not be true and even the girl does not show, you feel anxiety.

For something, you are so not sure the result. of course you really want the good happened. And you have a lot of planning after this. But you just afraid the imagine. you afraid it is not real, it will not come true. How come such a good thing will be happened on yourself! you afraid to dream about it, you even forbidden a single moment about this thing pop out in your head. But occasionally, you realized the date of the result is closing, you will think of it.

Sometime, you start to think it must be bad, it will be fail. The good thing will not be happened on yourself. And you feel some release, not so worry about it so much. However, if it is really bad, you even do not have enough imagination to think about what to do afterward. Because all you want is change. your world did not changed and your world should be ended.

Hope is a double blaze. good-side, anxiety. bad-side, end of the world.

Patient, will it help?