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SuicideGirl Belle and Sebastian Music Video - NSFW from SuicideGirls on Vimeo.


My friend, she wants
To be a Suicide Girl
I'll take her picture
For the whole wide world
I've known her for a long time
You could say that I'm a fan
But I always thought that
I would be her man

My friend, she wants
To be the girl of suicide
She wants a number
For her radical side
I know that she is special
I can see what she has got
But what I have loved and guarded close,
She will take, and to the world exposed,
She gives it all away.

My friend
She sometimes gets anxiety and stress
She got a manual
From the NHS
She proclaims a week of sadness!
Please abstain from telling jokes!
The world will see her poet emerge
A butterfly to empathy
I know that I can do it
I'm in to light, I'm in to shade
But let's face the facts
We ain't going back
When she takes off her clothes
We'll never be the same again!

聖誕半裸派對

Do you hear what i hear

this is a classic Xmas song.

the rhythm is very nice.

the lyric is very classic....al shit.

one point i very dislike about religion is, they always demand a superpower,  a king, a super hero to save to world. then, the rest can sit beside, waiting for being saved and may be having sex at the mean while.

thus, they always under-estimate the power of ourself.

and that is what i think why the religion can not save the world, in fact, they are trying to save it for 2000 years!!! and fail!

Jump!

起床 Get Up!

由鬧鐘響起的一刻，爭扎便開始。

At the moment the alarm shouting, a struggle has began, ironically, the very first idea is NOT wake up. when we start to flight against this idea, our hand was already betrayed us by pressing the snooze button. although our hand saved us from this struggling decision, plenty of decisions just started. Is it the Welcome to the beginning of a day!? 

The first thing to be decided, well, you can argue that it is not first, but it is hard to say we were really deciding to press the snooze button on our own, anyway, the 1st is when is the best time to wake up, well, it means, when is the last time I should wake up before too late. Can I sleep 5 more mins? 10? Oh, may be 15. 5 min is never been so precious and the most interesting thing is, we can think really fast! Within the 5 min between pressed the snooze button to the next alarm, i already figuring at least 3 possibilities. the 1st is, may be i can skip the morning shower, by the way, the weather is not so cold, i did not sweat last night, that's save 15mins. 2nd, may be i can skip the breakfast, thus save another 10 mins. 3rd, um,,, may be i don't shave this morning. my beard is not so long...and more and more...

then the alarm ring again. um... no matter how i change the alarm sound. it will turn out to be the most annoying sound ever. i better no use my favorite music as a morning clock alarm....

After pressed the snooze for 2nd times, delay seem to be far from satisfactory. and start to think about ABSENT. may be the class is not important, i can catch up by myself in half hour. it will be save. may be no one will care weather i am there or not. Really? will my classmate miss me? will my professor care? i was quite active and involved in the class. will my absent disappointed my professor? 

the sound of the 3rd alarm strike into my mind. and now, i barely open my heavy eye lips, i just wish i am sick and have a good reason to be absent! when the number on the clock is clear....

What!!!! how come it is faster by 10 more mins??? it should be the 3rd alarm, not 4th! are you fucking me??? hah??

Ok, better take a hot shower and shave my beard, have a full breakfast, i feel quite hungry in this morning and eventually, it is the breakfast is breaking slow and i was late in the class.....