Game VS Life

many people say life is a game.

i hold a different point of view.

you can quite the game, give up anytime; you cannot give up your life.

you can play again; you don't have 2nd life.

game has rules; life don't have any rule.

Life can be a game, but game is not a life.

no need a lot of different.

Anyway, life is a game can give us some relief when shit happens.

Energy of Life

The energy of life is the decision of controlling his life. To practice his own will.

My life is my story, i can do what i want. I should be the writer of my story. I can take the responsibility. I can suffer the pain of my action & enjoy the joy of my success.

I love myself, to make myself to be better, every minutes, everyday. I have good things and also bad things. No matter good or bad, they define me. The worst life is acting and fitting other requests, doing what others want me to do, and then, get lost.

That is so called the enlightenment. The wake up of the soul. The realize and practice himself.

Without this, we cannot love. Because we are not free. We are still living for others. Many people are in "love", in fact, they are escaping from loneliness, seeking for security provided by others. They are together because of fear. The good tester is jealous. Can they allow the others has a close friends of opposite gender? Coz, jealous only exist when there is no love, no true trust.

What is love? Love is making things better. Love is originate from oneself. The primary object for love is myself, to realize that he can beloved by himself. And this love can be extended to others. After he love himself, he has confident, he can trust, then he can be independent.

He can control his life.

To control your life, is the will to control your life.

what am i blogging for?

first, it should be something i want to express to public.

2nd, it should be something truly from my mind, something originate from me.

otherwise, why i post others opinions? why i talk stories without souls?

blogger is not a reporter, should be different, right?

Blogger should be a writer, to create, to construct, to dig out questions, to answer questions.

The problem is, how do i know those ideas in my mind are from me?

we process a lot information each day, we remember, we use it, we put them on to other things.

But even we can able to use what we learned, they are not originate from myself.

for an analogy, we learn then we use, like we breakup the food into tiny elements, and then re-construct, use them in our boy. but those thing is already exist, not us.

well, we can get some relief to say that the combination is the thing we own. like buildings, every buildings use similar construction elements, like bricks, irons, steels, woods, concretes, glasses, etc..

Frankenstein is a combination of human body's parts, can it be a creation?

May be, but it is hard to say a truly creation, may be i called it creative level 1 - new combinations of old stuff.

for creative level 2, i expect to see some new dimension, an improvement. like, from ape to human. like new building material, for example, solar power panel, steel-concrete, or concrete-steel. colorless-steel, or bio-painting.

well, may be need no be so hard.

only blog something that "i think" it had soul. "i think" people seldom notices, or unseen.